Humm. Does she really like me? I enjoy her company looads, but our conversations always end up in like, 10 seconds silence, then she’s like, “You’re so boring!”. I can never find anything to talk about >.< I actually wouldn’t mind just jamming, not saying much, so long as she’s there, but I feel like she doesn’t actually really like me, and that...
Jack is awesome.
Spoke to Jack the other day and explained everything… :) Made me feel better and kinda helped things out a bit. I also spoke to Vin, and told him what I wanted to do, and he just ended up getting pissed off and upset with me =.= Not what I wanted, but whatever. I’m not gonna ask anything, but I am gonna tell you. Explain what’s going on. At least that will get something off my...
And he told me, "You don't deserve her."
That’s the only thing that’s been running on my mind since we just spoke. “You don’t deserve her.” Maybe he’s right. Maybe I have been a prick to everyone. Why the hell was I so oblivious not to notice it? Fuck man, I feel like shit, but I know it’s just in my nature to just do it. Gotta try and stop maan. Eurgh. This fucking sucks dick. I baaaaaare...
argghh, bare lame.
What's with all this negativity...
I hate coming back home sometimes.
When we FINALLY get to record Looking Up, it HAS to be rushed doesn’t it? I was bare looking forward to it as well.. :(
Blerhhh. Ah well, I knew that time would eventually catch up and you’d forget about it. It’s a good thing, hopefully. :) Bad thing is, you’ll probably think i’m a pussy. Nah. As long as I know i’m not, it’s cool.
This new bullet song isn’t actually that bad :)
Hahaha, I swear I said I would never make a tumblr. Blehhh, you were right. It feels good to say what you want, without anyone interfering. I want to tell you something so so bad, but. I can’t. Not until he’s over it.